Wow Metallica was amazing tonight. Ohh my fucckingg godd..soo good, i was head banging and i lost my voiceee..so worth it..haha this guy in front of me offerend me a joint but im a good girl and said no. When they played "Nothing Else Matters" I almost cried. It made me so happy. Just seeing such an amazing band liek that.LIVE. I lovee musicc so mucchhh its so great. tonight was one of the best ever. I went with my brother in law chirs. He's like one of my best friends he so awesome. same with my sister meghan. there only like 26. Gah seeing the mosh pit tonight i wanted to join soo badly but i couldnt get down there. I still cant believe i just saw one of the greatest bandss everrr.. WOOOT. Now i have to go to school tomorrow. joy. Even tho ive been sick all week i still went to Metallica.. Awesomeee..My boyfriend was there but i didnt see him. Oh well. Gah. Im going to bed. Ill leave another entree tomorrow. Im so worn outtt...

 

                                                    Much Love.

                                                                     Kaitlinnn <3333

 

 

PS. METALLICA IS THE SHITTT

  Hello again. I didnt go to school again today cause it feels like my throat in on fire! Gah it sucks.

Well, at least i didnt have to sit through school and daydream like i normally do. it manly all i do. Ha, thats how i survive. I have the most boring teachers ever. All they do is talk bout things i dont care bout. i like english, and my science teacher. my science class is pretty fun. Theres a kid jack, hes so cool he met Puddle of mudd, and his dad met judus preist. and his dad might meet Ozzy!--haha i thought that was cool cause his dad is in a band and goes to the hard rock and performs. I dont like him or anything but alex gets mad cause ill talk bout him and apparently Jack likes me ( sally if you see this dont say anything..haha i trust you). Gah. i wish alex wouldnt get all mad bout it. i mean, jack knows i have a bf and i dont like him so big deall. Last night i had a dream. i dont remmeber it all but i do remember me and kevin being friends. Maybe its a sign. or maybe not. Gah, i hate knowing that someone doesnt like me. Its like always in the back of my mind its so annoying. I wish i could do something bout it but hey, i cant. Oh well. I miss school now. haah god i cant believe i said that. I dont miss the classes and such but i miss my friends and seeing them. Hahaha, im watching this thing bout britney spears on VH1 ( my favorite station). And its talking bout how shes not a girl, but a women. In my eyes she looks like a slut and is totally changing. She does charitys which is nice and she seems like she'd be nice but she looks like a tramp. Shes pretty tho. This is sorta random but, I hate knowing that relationships dont last. I mean, you will like someone so much and want to stay with them. but there is still a chance that there will be the break up. Gah i hate that. It sucks. And i wish it isnt there. I like alex so much and im so paranoid he will break up with me. Hes so sweet to me and he says he doesnt plan on. but i dont know why i am so paranoid. Maybe its because i got my heart broken before i dont want it to happen. Espically breaking up with Alex. hes so perfect to me. That might sound corney. But i really do like him alot. I'm going to go get food. Ill be writing more later tonight...

 

Oh yes tonight Im going to

 

METALLICA

Gah im excited!!!! IM EVEN GOING WITH A SINUS,EAR AND THROAT INFECTION!

YESSS..GOING TO BE KICK ASS

ILL WRITE ABOUT IT WHEN I GET HOME

                                                             Much Love,

                                                                               Kaitlin

 

Hello. Today sucked. I was sick all day with a sinus, throat and ear infection. i slept in then i had t go to the drs. then nothing interesting happened. my boyfriend called me to see if im ok Hes awesome like that. I love knowing that someone cares for me like that. Then my friend Ange called to see if im ok and started telling me bout her boyfriend for like 5 months saying that he doesnt like her but he does alottt. From then on nothing interesting happened. You know what sucks. wanting something you can never have. I want many things that ill never get. Like i want to look like Gisele Bundchen. But hey that'll neve happen now will it. But oh well. People normally want what they cant have right? i just want somethingg that will never happen..Anywho, I loveee muicc so much. Thats like my favorite thing ever..it helps i guess to get things off of your mind and to move on. I listen to so much. Manly Classic and old rock and alterative.

LIST OF BANDS THAT ARE KICK ASS!

• Led Zeppelin
• Red Hot Chili Peppers
• Nirvana
• Fuel
• The clarks
• Matchbook Romance
• Dave Matthews Band
• The Beatles
• John Lennon (solo)
• Incubus
• Metallica(GOING TO THERE CONCERT TOMORROW)
• The Cure
• Guns N Roses
• Velvet Revolver
• Ramones ( R.I.P. Johnny Ranmone)
• Sex Pistols
• Audioslave ( Chris Cornell good looking)
• The Doors
• Dashboard Confessionals
• Smashing Pumpkins*
• Pink Floyd

Yesss..Great bands right there. I love my music.  So many songs are so sad. But so amazing at the same time. Well im getting tired im off to bed.

 

                                                                Much Love.

                                                                                     Kaitlin

Sally is awesome. Enough said.

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today..well lets just say ihad better days. it started out going to school. I didnt want to get out of bad at all. Have you ever seen Freaky Friday? ha, well i felt like lindsay Lohan when her mom pulls her legs and makes her get out..well, thats me and my dad in the morning. I normally wake up to a cup of tea..cause im cool like that. Then i got dressed ( Jeans, Pink striped blouce with a black sweater) and my hair straight. I was told i looked good today but haah, i didnt care what i looked like. When i went to school i met my boyfriend Alex. and we sat in the halls with Jess, this girl who follows me before homeroom, ( shes cool, just gets annoying sometimes). Then Robby came! haha this kid is so funny, i dont think he likes me very much but hes like, a dorky prep kid who thinks hes cool. gah, then first period i had Dance. Enough said. I mean, i love to dance but we are like listenning to Enya laying on the floor and like doing stretches. Lol it was funny, i thnk one of my friends farted but wont fess up. After that i went to Latin. Actually, i like that class we sorta just read a story but i zoned out thinking bout life..i do that alot. Have you ever liked someone so much that they are always on the back of your mind? Anywho, i had science which was fun, my teacher is awesome and i love my class, theres a kid name Jack whos in my class. Real cool kid but my boyfriend gets jealous cause apparently Jack likes me. hes alot like me and is so funny and i love being wiht him, but i dont really like him. Alex doesnt even know him and he wants to hit him cause he likes me. Gah. not cool. theni had lunch. i have it at 11 in the morning. to early for kaitlin. I love the people in my lunch, so much fun. haha, theres a sophmore who was goinng to ask me to homecoming but then found out that i got a boyfriend. that amused me. I then had history with the most god awful teacher. i always shut her down. pretty fun. then ill skipp to 8th period when i have my favorite class, English. So much funn, our teacher makes us think about things, hes great. we just read an Edgar Allen Poe story called, " The Cask of Amontillado", which was about revenge. Haha kidding. Its about a guy and he apparently has something agaisnt this other person so hes seeking revenge on him and brings him to a dungen and attaches him to a wall and saments it..apparently the guy got the other guy pretty damn pissed to do that. It made me think if i ever wanted to do that to someone. I would have done it to kevin if anyone, but id feel guity after it. im off to shower then maybe bed. I have to go to the Drs. tomorrow morning cause im sick.

                                            

                                                                             Much Love, Kaitlin

Gahh. Today is my first day having an online journal. To bad i cant say its been one of the best of days. Today i am sick and i threw up in subway. which wasnt to plesant.and during school i got a horrible headache. oh yes, i forgot to mention..i am from mt lebanon. A.K.A. "the bubble". Nothing really ever happens thats big and important like shootings or such..its just a normal highschool. but i love it. Theres always so much drama with the people its great..Its liek a soap opra..I always have interesting days to write about..Manly boys. God they annoy me. I get headaches from them..I have this problem after school i get migrams.well, i take that back not all boys, i love my uy frineds but just some boys. I think its from all the boys i must deal with everyday. My friends..they are amazingly cool. i love being with them..i have friends in different groups..i have really really hyper friends who are amazing funny but then i have just some friends who arnt as hyper..more deep i think that could be the word. I have not one but many best friends. Ange, Pete,Shane,Alex,Holly but then i have so many good friends im always with i dont think i can name them all. I think i have about the same amount of guys friends i do as girls. I love guys they like are so awesome..Unless they are ass holes like other people i know..ill get to that later. i know this kid, kevin ( my ex) and he doesnt like me at all for some apparent reason..I dont get it at all like, when we went out we werent that close at all..like i mean we did stuff but we never had deep disscussions or anything like that..it was always like us having fun you know? im not saying it was bad but i didnt want that..then after around 2 months he dumps me but i wasnt that upset..and ive moved on from it..and i want to be his freind but he has something agaisnt me now..heres a quote of something he said to me "..shrug i just avoid going to places youll be at, and people ask me why.." then he said later "..shrug you didnt do anything, i just cant tolerate being around you"<---what is that! honestly, who says shurg and he tries to be all "im so smart" blah blah blah but hes just an annoying fuck! sorry..bad day. But on the brighter side i have an awesome boyfriend who is so sweet to me..he calls me all the time and we always hang out..i love it. hes so amazing to talk to..i can trust him with anything its great. i didnt have that with kevin. I guess i need that...someone i can trust and know that they are there for me if i ever need them..Before kevin i had something like that..his name was keegan and me and him where pretty close i could trust him with so much and i loved being with him and such. but he dumped me. he told my good friend ange that he was getting "to attach" well i was upset for many months..but i was like hey, i dont need this ill move on. LOL the best part is his BEST FRIEND kevin asks me out after what, a couple weeks. lol well obviously that made keegan mad but it wasnt the same with kevin. after me and kevin broke up i knew it was over for that whole triangle thing..and ange introduced me to Alex. my current boyfriend..He is 6'1 has a little mini affro and loves the same things as i do. He's good looking to which is a bonus. I love being with him so much its great. i think ill lost long with him.. lol his parents took us to a country club! ahah i think they like me. he also asked me to Homecoming with is awesome. gah it feels good getting things off of your mind and adding them to a journal. well im going to go downstairs and get more hot tea ( i have an obsession with tea)..

                                          Much love,  Kaitlin

                                                      P.S. If you know Sally ( passionate pink) she is one of my friends and she wanted kevin and her to go to homecoming..haha fun stuff.